The Damages of Freewill
Free will is beautiful when I remember God is the creator of it.
However, her free choice of decisions bruised me.
Now, I am left black and blue.
I will never be the same color that I was before.
I have learned to cover the different shades of the nasty purple bumps, but not enough makeup can shield my heart from the aftermath.
Maybe my organs do not have the thick skin that is required to protect me.
I have always been in denial that her free will to exit was always part of God’s plan for my life.
It was all ill-prepared. Leaving the sense of nausea settling in my stomach.
Even if it was executed in the so-called right way, I don’t believe any way could have prepared me for the death of our friendship.
I watched a sisterhood go up in flames as easy as paper in this dumpster fire.
All because God created freewill and her freewill whispered the advice in her ear, soft and sweet.
Break her heart, it whispered.
And do it in the worst way you can think of.
SAVANNAH WAGNER is a full time college student at Lee University. She is a Communications major , working towards her future in a writing career. She is looking for a career in journalism, however writing is her number one passion. In her free time, she writes poetry and her mystery novel that she has been working on since she was fifteen. She also works on poetry for her small account on Instagram. Someday, she hopes to be a publish her novel.